yesterday i went to practice then after practice me and kristi walked to kristis house and got money then we walked to subway...we ate there talked to jamar and met up with jess and laren afterwards we went back to kristis house and decided to steam clean her floor haha so we took everything outta her room lol it was fun i did it HAHA it was fun tho ash end up coming later and we all just hung out ate pizza then sindie came over and we all just hung out there hahaha getting in fights with lil 10 year olds on the fone hahaha LOVANTA WTF LOL but me and sindie left at 1130 to go visist chris n luis at chris house so we went over there to say hi and hung out there for like 10 20 min n as i was standing there i look up and theres this HUGE SPIDER above my head it was the biggest thing ever and it was fuckin disgusting UGH i hate spiders haha but yeh after that i went home and end up staying up to 4 in the morning lol WELL FIND YOU A GIRL DONT WORRY LOL

but yeh not im all confused i dont get it....=\ =(

today im leaving to go to oakbridge with some of the girls it should be really fun we leave at 2 so ill update this when i get back everyone have fun this weekend dont get into any trouble!!!=)

yesterday i went to practice at like 1 and when i was up there i saw luis with his dad!!! =\ sigh but yeh practice was okay but we just do jv varsity stuff....it sucks to be on jv when all ur friends aer on varsity.... damn me for being 15 haha but yeh after practice me and ash went to cecis to swim turned out we didnt even swim lol but o well...we stayed there for awhile chilled then i went home around 4 didnt go to pop warner today...just sat at home and made a my space lol then around 7:45 kirsten kristi and ash came and picke me up for campaigners....it was fun...ive decided that for my last weekend of summer im gunna go to volenteer at oakbridge with the girls...only if my mom lets me tho so it should be fun we get a whole cabin to our selves....hopefully everyone who says theyll go will go but yeh after that came home and did nothing  just talked on the fone to an old friend lol then went to sleep at like 12 or so

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today i called him just to see how things were going and im glad ur doing good....im happy for you! late i went to practice it was aight after practice i went home then got ready and went to pop warner left pop warner at like 6 or so then went home and just chilled at home talked online haha had some good convos with chris haha  I UNDERSTAND YA!!! and i talk to cass he called aww i miss you bro!! make shure u feel me in on ur girl LOL but yeh me and toya made a cake and haha yeh but just stayed hoem havent really been going so yeh

today i woke up at like 10 then i just sat around got ready and at 1 ceci and ash picked me up and we went to practice everyone got a surprise chuz justin was there with his baby boy CJ aww he is soo cute everyone was happy to see him it was cool but then we started practice and not to anyone surprise but are coach wont be here all week....so were doing jv varsity stuff all week and we just broke up into jv varsity then we did cheers and thehome cheer n everything then we all left at 3 and veralyn took me hoem i went home got cleaned up then just watched tv and veralyn picked me up around 5:30 then we went to pop warner we worked on cheers n everything ahah watching some of those girls is soo funny lol but yeh we left at 7 and now im at home i dont think ima go out i need to get out though im not doing good at all and it sucks chuz theres nothing i can do about the way i feel its the wrong time to be feeling this way fuck this shit fuckin sucks....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWIN STEPH!! HOPE U HAD A WONDERFUL DAY GIRL!

yesterday i woke up and all of us girls went to get jack n the box...haha we looked like we just all had hang overs lol but we got jack in the box then went back to the house and ate it then some of them went home and i stayed there hung out for awhile talked online n whut not then i went home around 2 or 3 i just slept n everything then around 6 luis came over and we talked and hung out...i totally understand and im so happy for u i love you and im here for you for nething !!! but he left around 9:30 then i just talked online for a min then went to sleep....

today i went up to the school around 1130 and had to register n everything i got my classes but i gotta change them so we weer at the school for awhile got to hang out with the guys i havent hung out with all summer so that was fun got to see alotta ppl after takin are pictures n everything  we went to carls jr and all of us ate n everything then a while later walked back to the school and then walked to my house and some of us went swimming it was fun...after swimming around 4:30 i got ready and was suppose to go to pop warner but then my mom wouldnt take me so yeh end up not going didnt do nething for the rest of the day so yeh....i dont think anyone could understand the shit thats going through my head right now iunno what to do ne more i mean i cant tell u whut is going on chuz it would ruin things and i know i just dont know what to do ne more right now things for me just fuckin suck theres nothing i can do with the way i feel and it sucks i have to feel all of this right now when my feelings dont matter ...=(

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